Complicated.....

aha...Lifes like this.....!!!

thats how complicated starts..........this avril song...I heard it a fter a long time today while browsing through youtube and it made me go back to my collage memories to the times when I had my first IPOD ( tow years back that is) Here I am today in states two continents away from my friends (one form the eastern shores of India) waiting for life to unfold itself.

Thats what happens when you dotn know what to do where to go....you wait for your life to unfold itself..... failurse on failures...make u weak just to make u stronger for future.

Changes and changes make your life like that of Nomads. Still you wait in silence for that one fine day when the world will bow to you..........

Still waiting and waiting and waiting......
peace out
Djay!

I am so freaking frustrated with ma life!!!!!!!!!

Ohk I dont know what to do right now, Its so frustrating, no job....no study...no dance....no friends..why in this entire freaking world I am the only person free 24*7 with nothing to do. I know I have so much to do and I have so much I can do but I just dont end up doing anything and that is so lame.

Its like i have a pc I have those softwares why cant I just move my ass and plan a movie or make some graphic painting. I have GB's and GB's of books but no I still dont wanna read'em. I have like tonnes and tonnes of responsibility but still I am not doing anything.

Sitting hear typing (I dont know why) on this blog, writing (I-Dont-Know-Why) things that have no point what so ever. What next... I would rather buy a coffin and dig out a puddle put my self in it and ask someone to burry me.....oh wait BOREDOM AND LAZINESS HAS ALREADY DONE THAT FOR ME.

Why out of all the things I can do I am doing nothing, why inspite of a great potential and good ideas I end up just puting my lazy ass on the couch and do nothign but watch silly shows on TV.
The world arround me is running and runnig with a speed of light but me, I am still here sitting lazyly typing things which makes no sense what so ever inspite of knowing that I so...have got to proove to people around me that I am not just a facebook-chatting machine. UHH....is it just me or is it this phase or is it my life..whats WRONG....!!!
I end here before blogger gets a heavy weight of few MB's because of this post ( does that happen or is it something freaky I made up)
luv
djaySpooky

Rhetoric monster!

OK after a close inspection of my awkward spellings, after being pin-pointed royally over facebook about how I made mexican..a MAXICAN..and...after realising how dis-respectfull it is to be smothered for wrong spelling on a ...I Spandan Pandya have finally decided to make sure I dont make a mistake in my so-called-articles and to see to it that I double check my post before pressing that publish-post button below.

I suddenly recollected how a person suffering fro mdyslexia would be feelinng.............. Khona jaye yehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..!! taarein zameen par ........

ok sorry shouldnt make fun of someones dis-ability..... I am sorry..! appologize

Maxican delight.....

Ok ones I am in states Its pretty sure that I should not expect a level of spicy-ness that I had back there in India. But to my relief came something called maxican food.
Ok to be frank I was thrown to the world of maxican food at a really odd moment of my life when neither could I admit my liking towards it nor could I pretend to not like it (because i liked it too much).

Picture this u just entered states within three days u get a taste of maxican cuisine and just becasue u have visited a new place and u have a rept-to-protect u just cannot savour the taste and take it 10-20 times, so much for the curtousy.

I wish i get a taste of maxican food sooner or later cause watever it was it reminded me of india.....mmmm..it was awsome!!.

til then all the lovers of maxican food...... voila [:p]! (i knw its nt a maxican word [:p])

ending with my post
love all
god bless
take care
djay

from chariborne...to airborne....to sufferborne....

20 days back I immigrated from India to the States and trust me I have never travelled so much in my life. In 20 days I have been to south virginia east virginia and northern border of north carolina (where I am writing my post from). nad so far I have experienced..the alcoholics..the drugists....the money savers....the gangsters..and also have had a crash course on how to handle a barren motel...win a small town with no growth...and popultion of 16,000....then leave that motel forever and ever...for acquiring a state of happily ever after but eventually reaching to a point where u dont knw where to go to.

It always fun to meet new people and to work and earn money. But wen the money u need to earn is forced upon u it is not that much of a fun thing. SO here I am with my familly...all of us royally kicked outta our house... enjoying the fact that we just left the work we were having just becasue its too early for us to face the attrocities of people who dotn even knw where they are and what they are doing.

as of now we are busy sufering the attrocities of being an immigrant-who-is-kickied-out-for-no-reason-watsover. And with this my confusing post ends....its been after a long time tht I have written.
love you all
djay
spandy!

wanna be or dont wanna be :D

OKK there two different things... one is peer pressure and other is peer-influence. The basic diference is that previuos one is forcfull change employed on you and the later one is a change u imbibe unknowingly within your self due to ur peers.
Now why are we talking abotu this....well simple in ma previuos post i used the term "ma" instead of "my" and becasue of this a friend of mine (let me give him a credit too....its shishir SAIS) popped up with a link which led me to a facebook page stating: '"ABEY 'MY' ko 'MA' likhney sey angrezz nahi ban jayega wanna be "
Seriuosly I was not trying to be a wanna be but it is just a peer-influence (no did u get why i started my post with wat i started my post with) and so i thought of posting about this here........vollaa.....yeah ....lolz....!! technically m bored rite nw ...and SAIS thanks for pointing out osemthing to me....good going u r my true well wisher!! hahahaahah!!

SO let me stop MA...oops....my post here...!!!
adios
take care
keep rocking
djay!

Beatign of the calories......!

I severly (i knw it may nt be 'the correct word') hate people who gym...the GYMING CULTURE as i would call them. The basic reason...well I dont know I just hate them i feel they are too much into show-off and stuffs like that and anyways anythign which invlolves rigourous body building which inturn involves disturbiing ur normal body structure is a big NO!!NO!! for me.

Now here the big dope......I started gyming two days back.....
I mean yeah you will be cursing me rite nw but trust me I still hate body builders.
Ok heres the reason , a month back my mom decided to do soemthing about her fitness and so she joined a gym. A lot of functionalities in her body especially her joints improved after wards. This entire situation gave me a new insight to gyming....nd i quiet understood tht gyming is nt just a silly body-shapping-despo-zone but it is a great way of maintaining fitness and cutting down the calories especially for those who dont go out much (ppl like me hahahaah).

So after knowing a new meanign of gyming and suffering a total humiliation of a big belly (tht I have) i finally thought of wearign those shoes and climb on tht tread mill.
Jai GYM DEVI KI

[psst: I still feel yoga is a better option since it has a long lasting effect....]

Four reasons why I still watch cartoons!!!

I am about to be 21 yr old..in three months (wait let me count this is feb...then march then april and then yeah vola......exactly three months ....a bit less then tht..but ya watever) and at this age people are watching u knw stuffs...... u knw stuffs i mean those stuffs.....stuffs tht i cant mention.... or they are watching news..... or donno wat but not cartoons......but I ...I love watching cartoons i watch them all day.....if i am tired of studies....or may be if i just wanna have fun..watever....i watch cartoons...

I was watching chicken little today and I wondered why do i at an age where I am officially adult wherever i go.....I am still watching cartoons.

Pop!! came the answer which is as follows (lolz)

1. You see..... i am a science student and tht to i deal with cells... molecules...enzymes blah blah blah..so ma brain at the end is so tired of knowign these processes tht it wants sm entertainment.

2. Above this.....my luv for cartoon made me persue animation ( i knw its silly to do biochem on one hand and animation on other.....my doc says m using both ma brains.....heck yeah watever.....its ma brain hehehehhe ( sorry doc if u reading this) so u knw fr reference i watch cartoons

3. I am sick tired and technically frustrated after dealign with god knws how maney may be infinite number of ppl whole day telling me where m wrong.......how bad I am how irritating I am....social networking u see.....but cartoons..they just tell u ...how crazy i am...so I watch cartoons......

4. This is most recent stuff.....as it seems i have started beign offline more often ven if m on facebook...i remain offline...no no no..not becasue my mam has joined in too.....nah never..just because i am just avoidign ppl now they just make me feel more and more futile...as if my existance was a big crime in there world....hell yeah as if i considered u ever..!!! so to keep the fun factor still alive i watch cartoons.

SO u see i watch carton...to stay away...to keep ma self happy...to give my nervecells their deserving brake..and above all to give you all a break....form my talk talk talk talk.....and more of talk talk talk talk...hahahah!!!

adis

lv

djay