why i hate the human race!!

ok so I might have over-reacted a little when I said these exact words to a friend/colleague/enemy of mine : "I hate this entire human race."
So the thing is I hate those people around me...you know the ones who just annoy you even if they are not doing anything... yeah those!! And I hate on top of it people who werent even involved suggestin me what to do... like yeah no-offence but back-off sunshine this ain't your zone!!
Its hard to except that people cant helpout but being poky about others matters... guess thats where the poke button in facebook came from. Like really cant you just wait for the person to come and ask you if he/she needs help..really!!... are you that snobish... (i hope dats the word cause if dat wasnt than it is now..yollo!!)
Not untill recently I realized that probably for a person like me who doesnt have balls to say no...or to man up and stand-up for himself, such poke-sters (yup made it up..get a life shakespere...) are sort of saviours.
But i guess people should really mind there own buisness ... though they should still learn to help out if they are asked.. in short shut-up till you are spoken to...(unless theres an emergency ofcourse...duh!!)
.... for now dats all folks!
this is first of my officially-watever-dont-care posts...
luv
djayspooky...!


[P.S : I approove this message and officially tag this as a fictitiuos outlook towards world that my brain develops when I am frustrated..... I am a human too get over it meh!]

and she walked away.....

"Are you a musician?"... I asked this girl I was talking to online. She talked about a concert she was gonna perform at and left an image on my im with a piece of lyrics of the song she was gonna cover that night.

"smile" by uncle cracker...the song that was one of the few that touched my heart the moment I heard them on radio. One of those songs that remind me of my time back in india.

She wanted me to guess the song from a piece of lyrics she sent me...which I recognized after a little thinkin and googling, leaving her astonished as I being the only guy knowing that song.

Now I googled the song cause i cant remember lyrics as much as music. So moment I heard the song I went like oohh I have heard this last year on radio...back in India. Next think she says is "bye". Why... we clicked... I was honest ... than why... just cause I am not from here?

Well I dont know if you will ever read this but trust me I bet your fore-fathers werent from here either. Why is it soo difficult for people to digest that everyone has a sense of music.  I can only say that she missed out on something amazing that she just turned away cause of her racist beliefs.

I think music binds the world and probably you are just a band mate and yes you were right.... "You are not a musician  indeed....".

peace
djayspooky..

KONY 2012 on Vimeo

i support.. so should you!

dear diary.... ya rite!

I was wondering today morning while watching this disney flick, is diary writing that much of a fun. I mean honestly as a kid I did try writing diary a few times but whenever I would start writing it I gave up on continuing it the next day. I always had this image that diaries are for girls... guys (stereotypes) dont need no diaries to share their feelings. It was untill now that I realized that it is for everyone.

So I decided to finaly start writing, but than I thought about my previous attempts to pen my life:epic failure, and figured out that I would rather use my phone to type in than to write. This post was written after typing in the first entry of latest of my many (failed) attempts of writting a diary.

It felt so good I could say whatever without being worried of offending anyone. I mean even if its a girl thing o something I dont see any harm in a guy wriiting his personal journal... I so enjoyed typing in that first entry. hope it continues.
lv
djayspooky
adiod

vlog and stuffs...

Recently I thought of shooting myself (not with a gun .... gosh seriuosly my blog isnt that annoying stfu meh!), and I was wondering if I should upload it on youtube. Anywho it done so no looking back now lol but I want you guys to check out my vlog ..... if it wrks i might strt postin more stuffs, not that i am sm big celeb o something, but just trying to reachout like everyone does.

heres the link

...addiction...nd friction!

I always wondered how it is to be a part of an addiction. The idea of being so lost into something that you forget rest everything in the world makes me kinda curiuos. That high you get ... that never ending feeling to quench your need to an extend that it educes your darkside to the world, renders you vulnerable, making you look like a weak despo bitch.

I realised that since last few years I was already having an addiction, (not that 3 am hot coffee at dunkin...). Something that started off in order to make me social but instead ended up making me an antisocial slowly and gradually, texting. It was like that over the counter drug, available to the masses. I started getting hooked up to it like everyone. Than came the next level of addiction social networking, bringing with itself a different feeling of a need to be outstanding in what you "update". How you update was more important than what you update. Soon you are all over the world, yet so lost in keeping up to your "social network", that you loose touch with reality.

Than came a different world all together the world where texting collided with social networks, its like mixing marijuana with ganja (parden me for using drug names). Texting and networking with virtual society became a habbit and soon turned into a need so much so that u start thriving for responses. People around you sense your darkest self , no one cares to alert you they just ignore and move on. The emotional torture, that feeling of not being accepted by "friends" make you weaker and weaker.

I had reached my end point.. friction between my self and my frustrated friends was killing me from within. tried deactivating my social profiles, turning off my cellphones but got back in ten days (like staying clean for few months than starting to do drugs again). Failed in my career not like totally, lost confidence in my self everything came one after another. Thats when i realized that its enough if I dont act now I will never come out of this. So here I am deactivating most of my virtual self. Trying to look for a distruction button so that one press and kaboom! goes my addiction to socialize.

adios

djay

(ps: kindly avoid mistakes ...i am not a freakin shakespere so..nd ya this was posted frm my phn so if u see touchpad errors like spellin issues... deal with it nd move on bitch! thank you) 

what if the world does not end!

So I was at home having my morning tea thinking that 2012 is here, an epic year as it is believed to be the final year of our planet " as CALCULATED by few". Now for ones I never believed it because considering all science fiction till now and even #Nostradamus...it will be unfair to them if we do not fulfill everything they showed us.

I mean common poor thing Nostradamus has predicted so many thing that are yet to be fulfilled (apparently there is a Nostradamus.org freaking strange...Nostradamus society of america....Nostradamus e-book online...what da!! ...OK! do not Google Nostradamus at all...... do check http://www.nostradamuspredictions.org seems interesting to me)

For instance a lot of sci-fi's showed teleporting as a means of traveling....common I want to do that...so no the world is not ending. On a serious note, word "END" can mean a lot of things......what if end of world has a different meaning...what if it means a total change, or a spiritual revelation. What if it is something like the black eyed peas quote in their song "boom-boom-pow" its an end of one world and beginning of other...(no they are not descendants of Nostradamus in no way are they nostra-grand-grand-babies!! so do not think that)

So what I am trying to say is let the moment decide what it holds for us..sometime predicting things gives us a lot of trouble and creates unnecessary confusions for no reason what so ever...why would someone want to predict end of a beautiful planet like earth... haven't we given the poor earth a hard time already by dwelling on it... stop scaring the shit out of her.. (#respect for mother nature). Anywho whether or not earth is ending this 12/21 is for "earth" to decide and not us. Lets just mind our own business and move on and party like never before (remember independence day the movie...everyone was on top of a building waiting for the green folks to suck them up...).

Adios

Djay

[PS:Information, websites and beliefs are not my personal views...I am not saying any of the things mentioned on the website.......secondly IMAGE CURTSY: http://garciamedialife.com/2011/05/20/just-in-case-the-world-ends-saturday/ and thirdly....peace I approve the blog post and do not account for truthfulness of contributions other than mine as even I don't know how true these websites are (no offense guys) .....finally too much of a fat note i believe..so enjoy and happy new year)]

It was shocking to see the response..!!!

OK guys when I moved to states I left back a lot of stuffs, thinking that I will never get to see these things again...... one of them was cricket especially tension and fun in winning the cup...... Trust me over this even today I do not know how to play that game ( I know I am d worst thing that ever happened to India), but I still hate that game cause its overly popularized and has suppressed other original Indian games. However, I do understand how the game works (common I dont wanna get crucified I lived their for 21 years).... and the best part about that game is when there is a match between India and Pakistan or a match between India and Australia.... (I would mention england too but huh... never-mind).

I do find any game in this world stupid ....yeah that does involve football also....but than there is a different feeling to see your team win.....so I would love to see JETS winning in football..... MAN-U winning in soccer and...INDIA winning in cricket....thats all.... especially against Pakistan... I mean yeah they are neighbors....I am a peace lover and I love every country in this world and their countrymen (mostly women but lets not think about that rite now)... but still....ITS WORLD CUP... But then INDIA is born to win and I was not shocked to see them winning but what was even more shocking was somewhere there was a craze about that in people here.....in United states.... seriously people in US follow this game and they know how important is India-pakistan match.

Its crazy and strange to see people who have never seen anything beyond a touch down to burn cracker when Pakistan was clean bowled by my boys....I am sorry for being GAMEIST (bias against games that is)...its not that I hate it..I love football.....seriuosly its fun....but its strange to see a totally unexpected group of people to cheer for my country and to understand the seriuosness of Indo-pak match.....seriuosly.... it is really really really.....strange I am out of words (that explains the use of the word "strange" like about thousands of time till now......REPETATION )

So all my fellow INDIAN-AMERICANS cheers to you and congrats for a great win today....

Luv alll

Adios

peace out

SPANDAN

[Ps: I am sorry if anyone got affected by this i was not trying to offend anyone or target a group of people or differentiate or discriminate.... its just fun]

Sharing my first android post

Ok I am posting for d first time through my mobile and just wanted to share something.... Its that " It feels great" I mean ..... Life is so cool wen it involves everything non living hahaha... Plz tell me hw is it!!!!!

Complicated.....

aha...Lifes like this.....!!!

thats how complicated starts..........this avril song...I heard it a fter a long time today while browsing through youtube and it made me go back to my collage memories to the times when I had my first IPOD ( tow years back that is) Here I am today in states two continents away from my friends (one form the eastern shores of India) waiting for life to unfold itself.

Thats what happens when you dotn know what to do where to go....you wait for your life to unfold itself..... failurse on failures...make u weak just to make u stronger for future.

Changes and changes make your life like that of Nomads. Still you wait in silence for that one fine day when the world will bow to you..........

Still waiting and waiting and waiting......
peace out
Djay!

I am so freaking frustrated with ma life!!!!!!!!!

Ohk I dont know what to do right now, Its so frustrating, no job....no study...no dance....no friends..why in this entire freaking world I am the only person free 24*7 with nothing to do. I know I have so much to do and I have so much I can do but I just dont end up doing anything and that is so lame.

Its like i have a pc I have those softwares why cant I just move my ass and plan a movie or make some graphic painting. I have GB's and GB's of books but no I still dont wanna read'em. I have like tonnes and tonnes of responsibility but still I am not doing anything.

Sitting hear typing (I dont know why) on this blog, writing (I-Dont-Know-Why) things that have no point what so ever. What next... I would rather buy a coffin and dig out a puddle put my self in it and ask someone to burry me.....oh wait BOREDOM AND LAZINESS HAS ALREADY DONE THAT FOR ME.

Why out of all the things I can do I am doing nothing, why inspite of a great potential and good ideas I end up just puting my lazy ass on the couch and do nothign but watch silly shows on TV.
The world arround me is running and runnig with a speed of light but me, I am still here sitting lazyly typing things which makes no sense what so ever inspite of knowing that I so...have got to proove to people around me that I am not just a facebook-chatting machine. UHH....is it just me or is it this phase or is it my life..whats WRONG....!!!
I end here before blogger gets a heavy weight of few MB's because of this post ( does that happen or is it something freaky I made up)
luv
djaySpooky

Rhetoric monster!

OK after a close inspection of my awkward spellings, after being pin-pointed royally over facebook about how I made mexican..a MAXICAN..and...after realising how dis-respectfull it is to be smothered for wrong spelling on a ...I Spandan Pandya have finally decided to make sure I dont make a mistake in my so-called-articles and to see to it that I double check my post before pressing that publish-post button below.

I suddenly recollected how a person suffering fro mdyslexia would be feelinng.............. Khona jaye yehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..!! taarein zameen par ........

ok sorry shouldnt make fun of someones dis-ability..... I am sorry..! appologize

Maxican delight.....

Ok ones I am in states Its pretty sure that I should not expect a level of spicy-ness that I had back there in India. But to my relief came something called maxican food.
Ok to be frank I was thrown to the world of maxican food at a really odd moment of my life when neither could I admit my liking towards it nor could I pretend to not like it (because i liked it too much).

Picture this u just entered states within three days u get a taste of maxican cuisine and just becasue u have visited a new place and u have a rept-to-protect u just cannot savour the taste and take it 10-20 times, so much for the curtousy.

I wish i get a taste of maxican food sooner or later cause watever it was it reminded me of india.....mmmm..it was awsome!!.

til then all the lovers of maxican food...... voila [:p]! (i knw its nt a maxican word [:p])

ending with my post
love all
god bless
take care
djay

from chariborne...to airborne....to sufferborne....

20 days back I immigrated from India to the States and trust me I have never travelled so much in my life. In 20 days I have been to south virginia east virginia and northern border of north carolina (where I am writing my post from). nad so far I have experienced..the alcoholics..the drugists....the money savers....the gangsters..and also have had a crash course on how to handle a barren motel...win a small town with no growth...and popultion of 16,000....then leave that motel forever and ever...for acquiring a state of happily ever after but eventually reaching to a point where u dont knw where to go to.

It always fun to meet new people and to work and earn money. But wen the money u need to earn is forced upon u it is not that much of a fun thing. SO here I am with my familly...all of us royally kicked outta our house... enjoying the fact that we just left the work we were having just becasue its too early for us to face the attrocities of people who dotn even knw where they are and what they are doing.

as of now we are busy sufering the attrocities of being an immigrant-who-is-kickied-out-for-no-reason-watsover. And with this my confusing post ends....its been after a long time tht I have written.
love you all
djay
spandy!

wanna be or dont wanna be :D

OKK there two different things... one is peer pressure and other is peer-influence. The basic diference is that previuos one is forcfull change employed on you and the later one is a change u imbibe unknowingly within your self due to ur peers.
Now why are we talking abotu this....well simple in ma previuos post i used the term "ma" instead of "my" and becasue of this a friend of mine (let me give him a credit too....its shishir SAIS) popped up with a link which led me to a facebook page stating: '"ABEY 'MY' ko 'MA' likhney sey angrezz nahi ban jayega wanna be "
Seriuosly I was not trying to be a wanna be but it is just a peer-influence (no did u get why i started my post with wat i started my post with) and so i thought of posting about this here........vollaa.....yeah ....lolz....!! technically m bored rite nw ...and SAIS thanks for pointing out osemthing to me....good going u r my true well wisher!! hahahaahah!!

SO let me stop MA...oops....my post here...!!!
adios
take care
keep rocking
djay!

Beatign of the calories......!

I severly (i knw it may nt be 'the correct word') hate people who gym...the GYMING CULTURE as i would call them. The basic reason...well I dont know I just hate them i feel they are too much into show-off and stuffs like that and anyways anythign which invlolves rigourous body building which inturn involves disturbiing ur normal body structure is a big NO!!NO!! for me.

Now here the big dope......I started gyming two days back.....
I mean yeah you will be cursing me rite nw but trust me I still hate body builders.
Ok heres the reason , a month back my mom decided to do soemthing about her fitness and so she joined a gym. A lot of functionalities in her body especially her joints improved after wards. This entire situation gave me a new insight to gyming....nd i quiet understood tht gyming is nt just a silly body-shapping-despo-zone but it is a great way of maintaining fitness and cutting down the calories especially for those who dont go out much (ppl like me hahahaah).

So after knowing a new meanign of gyming and suffering a total humiliation of a big belly (tht I have) i finally thought of wearign those shoes and climb on tht tread mill.
Jai GYM DEVI KI

[psst: I still feel yoga is a better option since it has a long lasting effect....]

Four reasons why I still watch cartoons!!!

I am about to be 21 yr old..in three months (wait let me count this is feb...then march then april and then yeah vola......exactly three months ....a bit less then tht..but ya watever) and at this age people are watching u knw stuffs...... u knw stuffs i mean those stuffs.....stuffs tht i cant mention.... or they are watching news..... or donno wat but not cartoons......but I ...I love watching cartoons i watch them all day.....if i am tired of studies....or may be if i just wanna have fun..watever....i watch cartoons...

I was watching chicken little today and I wondered why do i at an age where I am officially adult wherever i go.....I am still watching cartoons.

Pop!! came the answer which is as follows (lolz)

1. You see..... i am a science student and tht to i deal with cells... molecules...enzymes blah blah blah..so ma brain at the end is so tired of knowign these processes tht it wants sm entertainment.

2. Above this.....my luv for cartoon made me persue animation ( i knw its silly to do biochem on one hand and animation on other.....my doc says m using both ma brains.....heck yeah watever.....its ma brain hehehehhe ( sorry doc if u reading this) so u knw fr reference i watch cartoons

3. I am sick tired and technically frustrated after dealign with god knws how maney may be infinite number of ppl whole day telling me where m wrong.......how bad I am how irritating I am....social networking u see.....but cartoons..they just tell u ...how crazy i am...so I watch cartoons......

4. This is most recent stuff.....as it seems i have started beign offline more often ven if m on facebook...i remain offline...no no no..not becasue my mam has joined in too.....nah never..just because i am just avoidign ppl now they just make me feel more and more futile...as if my existance was a big crime in there world....hell yeah as if i considered u ever..!!! so to keep the fun factor still alive i watch cartoons.

SO u see i watch carton...to stay away...to keep ma self happy...to give my nervecells their deserving brake..and above all to give you all a break....form my talk talk talk talk.....and more of talk talk talk talk...hahahah!!!

adis

lv

djay

the seductive eunuch!

Its been seven years i have used public transport in mumbai. All this years i came across..loads of funny experiences. Amidst all that nreve-wracking, breath taking, mind boggeling excess of traffic and congestion anytime anywhere a bunch of eunuchs askign for money was no longer a rare site. I personally hate beggers and Eunuchs, not becasue wat there condition is but becasue how can they lamely just go to a person and ask for money which is nt even theirs.
So I was in train coming back home from andheri, 2 pm was the time ...and like every just-finished-teenage I too was at the door of the compartment. Just then a eunuch climbed in. I dint bother much considerign it to be a mundane thing.
As soon as the train started she started clapping...(men I so hate that sound) asking for money but there was a strange mannerism in the way she was doing that. Generally they just ask money speak to thre words and leave but this one.......it seemed she was nt askign for money but soemmthing else. She was technically seducing the guy touching her not so normally...removing his cap acting playfull....never seen such a behaviour.......I dont knw why am I posting this but i just felt strange about this particular behaviour of hers. Hopefully before she could come on my side I had got down but I pittied the guy who was her first target. Strange
well so thts it for nw
tc
Adios
God bless
Djay

Long time no see...

Hey guys....its been a long time i have blogged... so how are..,you? yes you...wassup men.....or should I ask like isabella (the phinease and ferb cartoon series fame)..."wATCHA dOING?"
Before I start being too boring letme put down a down low on my life my country and the world. So far countries are still debating the climate issues before it was who does it more....now it is who should shell out more......
A part of my country is busy asking for new state..(again) when the rest of my country is bateling with high alert...of yet another terrorist attack......So may be next tiem I post...I will be from India......with 29 states......! dnt worry as of now lets celebrate 28 states hahaha! (if I am wrong correcct me....and do tell me tht I am a national shame who doesnt knw how many states does his country has)
Now me.....well was busy with movie project...and then presentation and now studies. My dad hapen to meet ma teachers..and trust me.....they screwed me.....royally..!! Four months left so tightening the belt and sitting for studies.......
So hows life at ur end...!
Luv
DJay
Blogjockey

A thanksgiving wish to kasab.....! (kindly read before reacting)

I came to know form one of my...NRI friend that its a thanksgiving day tomorrow....strangely...it is the same day...when kasab did his magnificent job of demolishing the Taj.....
yesterday...I got a dream at ( A nightmare...actually) I was watching Tv and sudenly out of nowhere....this add...came up..on ma Tv screen...
"Hi we are from All India School of Terrorism.......We have welll educated trainers like kasab.....for more detaisl contact the phone numbers flashing..on ur....screen....

Admission open.....minimum qualification..... doesnt matter...!!"

Glad to know tht it was a dream.

Yes whatever happened was a sad thing. But To day if u check our city...dont you think it is still vulnerable...to potent threat. Our body is betterthen us.....atleast our immune system....thrives to save us from pathogens.....We not only allow pathogens...to enter ....but also...help them..and... give them a great stature......
For gods sake.....if u all cant take soem vigilant steps.....dont pretend to mourn..and waste time....
I regere for not providing an helping hand..ever......

If we change...our system changes.....if we remain lazy....well our system will be lazy...cause they are chosen form us only..!!


So coming bakc ot where I was...... Happy thanks giving....Kasab..... We are glad you gave us a chance to renovate...Hotel taj and to....people.....maaf kardo yar.....simply maaf kardo....key humney soch liya key aab public jaagi hai........I pittty my self..for mourning...and i pitty my self al the more....for not doing anything...about it!